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"I'm you."
As a kid, though I was a pretty eccentric person, and always trying to make friends with everyone, I was very oblivious to the fact that a lot of people disliked me for no reason other then the fact I was odd. It slowly started to effect me when people would sometimes say rude things to me when I got near them, or get up and move somewhere else when I say next to them. I didn't really have any real friends for a long time. Any friends I did have though I really cherished a lot, unfortunately during that time period, the girl who I thought was my dearest friend, was actually the one betraying me. She was convincing everyone I would hurt her and do bad things to her, when all I ever wanted was to play with her and talk to her. I was so blinded by my friend ship, I couldn't see that I was being used, I even had some people warn me, and still I refused to believe it. Now I realize how naïve I was.
When I look back on my younger self I don't see the same reflection, but due to the heartbreaks I went through, when I see an image of my younger self, I feel more connected to that body than to the one I am in now, though I still consider young me to be a completely different person, in an odd way...
Lately I've been having these dreams, and in them I would be guiding my younger self, and helping her prevent these heartaches. I would think it would be the most wonderful thing, to get to help her when during that time no one would, but I've realized that as nice as it would be, to get to help her...myself, if I did that, what would she have learned? All the wisdom I have now, and the knowledge I gained came from these heartaches, have made me a stronger person in the long run.
Life sucks, that's the truth, but that doesn't mean that can't change. Many years pass by, and those years are all one worth living. When I was young I didn't always see that, and sometimes I don't see it now; even right now for me is a tough time, but I know I can make it through it. Life is long if you spend it well, don't let it wither away in sadness, it's really not worth it. There are people out there still, who are genuine and won't hurt you, real friends. I found myself some over the years, and through all my bad times they were there to help me. Knowing that kind of kindess, after all that time of believing everyone, even your own family at some point, hated you. It really holds a special place in my heart.
I wanted to express these thoughts here, I hope you enjoy. I may not always be the best at writing out everything in an orderly fashion, but I do think the pictures describes my thoughts. Do enjoy.
As a kid, though I was a pretty eccentric person, and always trying to make friends with everyone, I was very oblivious to the fact that a lot of people disliked me for no reason other then the fact I was odd. It slowly started to effect me when people would sometimes say rude things to me when I got near them, or get up and move somewhere else when I say next to them. I didn't really have any real friends for a long time. Any friends I did have though I really cherished a lot, unfortunately during that time period, the girl who I thought was my dearest friend, was actually the one betraying me. She was convincing everyone I would hurt her and do bad things to her, when all I ever wanted was to play with her and talk to her. I was so blinded by my friend ship, I couldn't see that I was being used, I even had some people warn me, and still I refused to believe it. Now I realize how naïve I was.
When I look back on my younger self I don't see the same reflection, but due to the heartbreaks I went through, when I see an image of my younger self, I feel more connected to that body than to the one I am in now, though I still consider young me to be a completely different person, in an odd way...
Lately I've been having these dreams, and in them I would be guiding my younger self, and helping her prevent these heartaches. I would think it would be the most wonderful thing, to get to help her when during that time no one would, but I've realized that as nice as it would be, to get to help her...myself, if I did that, what would she have learned? All the wisdom I have now, and the knowledge I gained came from these heartaches, have made me a stronger person in the long run.
Life sucks, that's the truth, but that doesn't mean that can't change. Many years pass by, and those years are all one worth living. When I was young I didn't always see that, and sometimes I don't see it now; even right now for me is a tough time, but I know I can make it through it. Life is long if you spend it well, don't let it wither away in sadness, it's really not worth it. There are people out there still, who are genuine and won't hurt you, real friends. I found myself some over the years, and through all my bad times they were there to help me. Knowing that kind of kindess, after all that time of believing everyone, even your own family at some point, hated you. It really holds a special place in my heart.
I wanted to express these thoughts here, I hope you enjoy. I may not always be the best at writing out everything in an orderly fashion, but I do think the pictures describes my thoughts. Do enjoy.
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